Friday, August 26, 2005

Akala ko noong gipit na gipit kami, kapag naibenta ko na ang bahay at lupa namin eh magiging maayos na ang takbo ng pag-iisip ko. Sa ngayon ay parang walang pagbabago, parang lumalala pa yata at saka lalo lang akong naging tamad at nakatutok sa mga online activities ko parati.

Hindi na rin ako nagdarasal tulad ng dati. Patawarin sana ako ng Diyos sa aking mga pagkukulang at mga kasalanan. Simula kasi noong naging magkaibigan uli kami ng EX ko, parang nakahiyaan ko na'ng magkumpisal. Kasi, laging ganoon ng ganoon ang mga pangyayari, paulit-ulit na lang.

Iniisip kong bitawan ang DSL namin para magkaroon ako ng panahong makapag-isip nang wasto at para pabagalin ang oras. Kaya lang, parang ang hirap mag-isa dito sa bahay simula alas siyete ng umaga hanggang alas siyete ng gabi eh wala ang mga bata dahil nag-aaral sila. Di kaya maloka naman ako na nakatunganga dito sa bahay?

Nakakalungkot isipin na sa malaon at madali, hindi ko na rin makakayanan ang ganitong pamumuhay at mapipilitan din kaming baguhin ang lahat sa isang taon. Sabi ko sa mga bata, di ko na kayang pag-aralin sila sa isang taon. Malamang ay humanap sila ng trabaho sa ibang bansa at baka ganoon din ang gawin ko. Masakit sa akin ang katotohanang kailangang magkahiwahiwalay kaming mag-iina sa isang taon para mabuhay. Malapit nang maubos ang pera namin mula sa pinagbentahan naming bahay at tuliro ako sa ngayon kung papaano namin haharapin ang buhay sa isang taon.

Sana ay patnubayan kami ng Diyos at ako'y nagpapasalamat dahil maayos pa rin ang buhay namin sa kasalukuyan. Akala ko kasi noon ay mas magiging matalino ang pagdedesisyon ko sa buhay ngayong maluwag-luwag ang buhay namin pero parang naging matatakutin lang ako at pinanghihinaan ng loob dahil magkakalayo kaming mag-iina sa darating na mga buwan... pero sa isang banda, alam ko na hindi kami pababayaan ng Diyos!

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Gloria Arroyo has called for stronger measures to conserve energy prior to rising crude oil prices. Funny how others suggested shortening closing hours of malls and theaters, I would suggest instead that let the conservation begins in Malacañang Palace, fire ghost employees, and cancel gasoline allowances of all politicians and high-ranking officials!

Meanwhile, since the 2.5 eVAt Hike was signed by Gloria Arroyo on May 24, 2005, I noticed price increases on goods I normally buy. These changes affected household budget and kids' school allowances. I had no choice but to limit grocery shopping to most important ones only. While the implementation of 12.5% eVAT is under TRO, the rising cost of living is worsening and unaffordable. The government should start their conservation measures within their constituents and leave private corporations and individuals alone! We're paying from our pockets and we know how to manage our expenses!

Papaano na kaya tayo by next year kapag ganito na kahirap ngayon?

Monday, August 15, 2005

Hey! I'm still very much online although I'm quiet inactive in the blogging world.

Since the beginning of this month, I had been alone at home from morning until afternoon while kids are in school. Doing household chores is fun while playing Plushie Tycoon game.

Sometimes, I was amused watching ANC when there were politicians debating over Gloria Tape and Jueteng scandal. But, knowing the majority are Gloria's allies, I feel sorry for the opposition's efforts in bringing out the alleged truth about the issues. The administration is becoming known for soft touching up families of witnesses and the next thing we know, witnesses apologyzed to the president!

I have some negative feelings lately and I prefer not to blog about it. Thanks to God, life with us is great in general. Perhaps, I'm just loveless and I missed the usual caring I do with my man...

Monday, August 01, 2005

The July game of Plushie Tycoon is now over.

After playing for 5 months, I placed 46th in the July Plushie Tycoon competition out of top 400 Tycoons, earned 100,000 NP prize and now a Plushie Tycoon Grandmaster with total score of 5,103 Points or 5,103,869 NP Profits.

There are 621 Tycoons in July out of 129,798 players who joined the competition while June's game had 548 tycoons out of 98,451 participants!

August Plushie Tycoon will start soon, please join us!